I need a break!!!.. i had my annual physical check up yesterday and the doctor said that i look really pale..well, im not surprised considering that my status yesterday in YM was "sad.lonely.depressed.frustrated".. if New Orleans was hit by the hurricane and the weather has been really unpredictable here in Manila, lets just say that yesterday, I was probably hit by nature's worst disaster... the night before has been really bad for me thus, the lack of sleep and lately, i have been in an "emotional, depressing, frustrating" roller coaster ride...
well, just to give you all a background.. check out the third post on my other blog site:
http://thegiftofgab.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/
or maybe, i can post it here ;)
this and that
i never get to visit my blog anymore ever since I got inflicted with this "unknown" disease .. well, i cant seem to form thoughts or say anything coherent for the past weeks! not that im too busy nor drunk nor have resorted to drugs.. i just cant say anything sensible (like right now hehehe..) i realized that you can work, act and do things without really thinking.. now i know how zombies or those robots feel (huh? do they have feelings at all??).. well, while i try to find a cure to this disease that has inflicted me, i chatted with Anne, one of my closest friends... We used to hang out at a coffee shop or have dinner or go around the mall and talk endless about anything and everything.. we try to be serious and deep in our thoughts but we actually babble about senseless, crazy things that just pop into our wacky brains! hehehe.. So i told her about my "disease" and how worried i am on not finding a cure..As always, Anne is in her understanding and "sensible" self and advised me to "be myself.. so that means that if you have to be crazy, then be it!"... thanks for that my dear friend.. at least its comforting to know that if i one day become looney.. i will still have one good friend left =D
so till then... i still have to hibernate and find a cure to my disease.. hmmm.. maybe i should first find a good name to call it.. how about.. hmm.. gabytitis?? (eoww it sounds like bacteria!) hahahaha
August 29, 2005
So there goes my dears.... have any suggestions??
well, just to give you all a background.. check out the third post on my other blog site:
http://thegiftofgab.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/
or maybe, i can post it here ;)
this and that
i never get to visit my blog anymore ever since I got inflicted with this "unknown" disease .. well, i cant seem to form thoughts or say anything coherent for the past weeks! not that im too busy nor drunk nor have resorted to drugs.. i just cant say anything sensible (like right now hehehe..) i realized that you can work, act and do things without really thinking.. now i know how zombies or those robots feel (huh? do they have feelings at all??).. well, while i try to find a cure to this disease that has inflicted me, i chatted with Anne, one of my closest friends... We used to hang out at a coffee shop or have dinner or go around the mall and talk endless about anything and everything.. we try to be serious and deep in our thoughts but we actually babble about senseless, crazy things that just pop into our wacky brains! hehehe.. So i told her about my "disease" and how worried i am on not finding a cure..As always, Anne is in her understanding and "sensible" self and advised me to "be myself.. so that means that if you have to be crazy, then be it!"... thanks for that my dear friend.. at least its comforting to know that if i one day become looney.. i will still have one good friend left =D
so till then... i still have to hibernate and find a cure to my disease.. hmmm.. maybe i should first find a good name to call it.. how about.. hmm.. gabytitis?? (eoww it sounds like bacteria!) hahahaha
August 29, 2005
So there goes my dears.... have any suggestions??
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